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lightbearinglord) wrote2023-10-29 10:41 am
lightbearinglord) wrote2023-10-29 10:41 am
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[ closed post: for Wei Ying ]
Lan Wangji would like to see his husband. The adult version of him, the one that looks like Mo Xuanyu and remembers their elopement and bears bruises in the shape of Lan Wangji's fingers on his hips and thighs.
Nearly all of the time, Lan Wangji is a man who knows his own feelings. And yet he is unsure how he feels about the glimpse of Wei Ying's adolescent self. That smile is the smile that struck him at the knees, only once, and sent him kneeling in wait of its beautiful bearer for twenty years. He kissed that mouth, only once, as a coward without self-control. Perhaps he regrets not stealing a dozen more kisses before the madness passed. He couldn't say.
Wei Ying will return to their bedchamber in time. Lan Wangji waits, incense burning. He has washed and oiled his hair, leaving it loose around his shoulders to dry, and he sits cross-legged on their shared bed in a single thin white underrobe. Wei Ying will appear soon.
This post is backdated a bit to immediately after the October mod plot.
Nearly all of the time, Lan Wangji is a man who knows his own feelings. And yet he is unsure how he feels about the glimpse of Wei Ying's adolescent self. That smile is the smile that struck him at the knees, only once, and sent him kneeling in wait of its beautiful bearer for twenty years. He kissed that mouth, only once, as a coward without self-control. Perhaps he regrets not stealing a dozen more kisses before the madness passed. He couldn't say.
Wei Ying will return to their bedchamber in time. Lan Wangji waits, incense burning. He has washed and oiled his hair, leaving it loose around his shoulders to dry, and he sits cross-legged on their shared bed in a single thin white underrobe. Wei Ying will appear soon.
This post is backdated a bit to immediately after the October mod plot.