lightbearinglord: (armful of bunnies)
Lan Wangji (蓝忘机) ([personal profile] lightbearinglord) wrote2024-01-08 03:59 pm

[ closed post: rabbit meditation power hour ]

The rabbits have been settling in. They have sweet, easygoing temperaments, which helps, and it helps, too, that the mansion has apparently noticed their presence and supplied Lan Wangji with a little wooden hutch for their keeping when he is not able to hold them. He does, on occasion, need his hands for other tasks. His preferred kitchen has also been forthcoming with hay and vegetables for their feeding. Wei Ying has already threatened to cook and eat them several times, which means he likes them and will be whittling toys for them any day now. Once winter passes, Lan Wangji will work on constructing a sturdier hutch for the outdoors as well, so that they can see the lake and the woods.1

Because they are so sweet, and also so endearingly small, their presence is calming in itself. Lan Wangji does not exactly need help to meditate successfully -- he has been doing it daily since he was very young -- but the company does not go amiss, either. It is difficult to dwell overmuch on anything troublesome with two tiny, warm bodies in one's lap.

Lan Wangji is not actually meditating yet, but he is seated in that side room he prefers to use for the practice. There is incense burning, and he has a little brown rabbit, munching its way through a piece of watercress, perched on his knee. In his hands, he holds the equally little white rabbit, which is overall doing well, but which does have a greater tendency to startle and to want to hide itself. He is speaking to it under his breath, gently.

1It's important for rabbits who began life in the bottom of a top hat to be exposed to nature.
onthewillowsthere: (in prayer)

[personal profile] onthewillowsthere 2024-01-09 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
Claudius has been talking about the little rabbits a lot. "I really do feel the responsibilities of fatherhood," he said last night. "Though of course rabbits are infinitely preferable to human children. For one thing, they both fit perfectly in one pair of arms. Beloved, you cannot imagine how soft they are." Galahad can't imagine. He desperately wants to know.

He also wants to talk to Lan Wangji. He uses the meditation lesson Lan Wangji taught Laurel all the time, and it's good for settling his thoughts; he's been thinking about panic attacks, about the way all the sounds blended together at the dance and he couldn't understand any words, about how he can't really protect Claudius here. About God, about his dreams from Luo Binghe.

When he hears Lan Wangji in his meditation room, Galahad hesitates in the doorway, his sketchbook held against his chest, and watches. The rabbits look so soft.
onthewillowsthere: (contemplation)

[personal profile] onthewillowsthere 2024-01-09 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
He does immediately. He shoots Lan Wangji one cautious look, then sinks to the floor cross-legged beside him. "May I touch one?"
onthewillowsthere: (contemplation)

[personal profile] onthewillowsthere 2024-01-09 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Galahad holds out a cautious hand to it, palm up.
onthewillowsthere: (contemplation)

[personal profile] onthewillowsthere 2024-01-09 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
So he does, very carefully and deliberately, smoothing two fingers over its head and ears and down its back. Claudius was right -- he couldn't have imagined this softness.
onthewillowsthere: (contemplation)

[personal profile] onthewillowsthere 2024-01-09 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
For a moment his gaze flicks up to Lan Wangji's face, almost disbelieving. Then he gathers the brown rabbit up and sets it in the little den between his legs, and strokes its head the way Lan Wangji is stroking the white rabbit.

He doesn't say anything for a long time. He has so many threads to gather and sort onto spools.

Finally, he asks, "Do they have names?"
onthewillowsthere: (contemplation)

[personal profile] onthewillowsthere 2024-01-09 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
Galahad looks down at the brown rabbit in his lap. He wants to fingerspell the names, but he's not sure how to spell them just from hearing them, so he busies his hands with more petting instead.
onthewillowsthere: (look down)

[personal profile] onthewillowsthere 2024-01-09 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
"Claudius thinks Luo Binghe is affecting my dreams," he says, out of nowhere, after a long time in that same silence.

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[personal profile] wickedwit 2024-01-09 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Claudius needed a walk after cuddling with Galahad and fuming over fictional characters and their love lives -- more fictional, that is, than Claudius and his compatriots because he hasn't met them yet. It's a solipsistic thought, and one Claudius doesn't want to dwell too much on. He also doesn't want to dwell on nightmares, or the conversation he had with Aornis about Luo Binghe. That memory bothers Claudius for more reasons than he can place, though the content was bothersome enough.

And so it's the perfect time to visit Lan Wangji and his rabbits. His rabbits and Claudius's rabbits, but Lan Wangji has taken on their care and feeding -- and Claudius smiles at once when he sees the rabbits and Lan Wangji, speaking with a soft voice. "Lan Wangji," he says in greeting. "It's a pleasure, as always."
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[personal profile] wickedwit 2024-01-09 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Claudius's heart floods with such fondness for all three faces in the room. It eases him, and he gladly takes a seat beside Lan Wangji, holding out his hand for the little brown rabbit to sniff. "I did want to be reintroduced to these two. Have you yet given them names?"
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[personal profile] wickedwit 2024-01-10 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
"Xiaoxue," Claudius says with utmost wonder and delight. "Danding. At last we're properly acquainted. Some day you may have admirers from all over the mansion, so it's the best to practice making introductions now." He touches Danding's ears and smiles. "They're doing well, I see. And keeping you company?"
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[personal profile] wickedwit 2024-01-10 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Claudius dotes on Danding without end, as an indulgent parent ought. The mention of Gertrude makes his smile shine a little brighter, and the thought of what she'd do if faced with a small rabbit. "She did, yes. And she told me you had kind things to say about me -- she heard kind things about me from everyone she met, to hear her tell it. I think she was pleased by the caliber of my friends. It felt rather like being entrusted into your care." Like a new sibling, but that goes without saying if Claudius is shushu.
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[personal profile] wickedwit 2024-01-10 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
His expression flickers briefly, only because he's been thinking about the price of protecting someone, but also about what it takes to think one's self worthy of protection. Claudius didn't have anything of the latter. In small ways, he thinks he must have denied ever needing it1, downplaying his fears because if he were in true trouble, he would never have asked Lan Wangji for help. It always had to be some small, trifling thing, nothing important, just his life. "I know that well," he says, and laughs. "I didn't even tell her of the attack of the undead -- though that would've been quite the story. I would always tell her stories, when I went abroad, and I missed telling her as much as she missed hearing them. You'll be pleased to know that I did tell her the truth of my feelings." It's a bit teasing, but with sincerity behind it. Lan Wangji's earnest advice to Crowley reminded Claudius -- he would always regret and wonder what may have been, if he hadn't told Gertrude that moment in the greenhouse. None of Claudius's confessions of love had ever come easily, but they were all necessary.

1 Small ways? Claudius, please, it's every time.
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[personal profile] wickedwit 2024-01-10 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh? And what did you tell her?" asks Claudius, eyes brightly curious as he gathers Danding closer for doting.

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